Broken, shattered, destroyed, raw
Have I reached the bottom or is there more
Someone, lead me to the door
Tell me what I am fighting for?
Anger, rage, you have no idea at all
Crumbling into the abyss, sinking, I fall
Banging confused head on rock hard wall
Shrinking now, vanish, tiny, little, small.
At last you have what you wanted, well done
While I lay here, feel as if I am bleeding, had your fun?
If I could feel my legs, I would rise up and run
I’d rather place my head, against your loaded gun.
Enough of this hell please let me out
Inside the pain is blocked, won’t allow me to shout
Living for years inside my own doubt
So go on, explain, what’s it all about?
Desperation, anxiety, they drive me insane
Right now I’ll give you back your pain
Bet you never thought you were to blame
While I am on a roll, here have back your shame.
Bully, nasty, evil, destructive, as you grunt
I hide away, you prowl and hunt
Is this what you thought I’d want?
The blade in my heart is worn out, it’s blunt.
Arise I will, stand up and fight
Never again will I wake in the night
Just who gave you the goddamn right
Blinded by you lust, lost my sight
One day you will tumble little man
It’s part of my bigger plan
Your actions made me who I am
Right here, right now, don’t give a damn
Get out of my mind, please get lost
I’ll take my chances, I’ll pay the cost
You are lucky our paths no longer crossed
My soul feels so cold, surrounded by frost
Time I took back what is mine
This was never my sexual crime
I gave you enough of my suffering and time
Everyday I survive, your memory is dying.