Confused Truth

Walking

on

eggshells

dodging

razor sharp

piecing

poisoned

criticisms

denouncing

every part

of my

existence

dancing

around your

insecurities

the parts

of

you

which you

insist on

spilling

all over

me

burning

tongue

swallowing

misplaced

anger

resides

within the

flesh

of these

open

wounds

salted tears

burn the

rawness

my

inner

turmoil

struggling

to grasp

what it

was I

did so

wrong

holding

the

blame for

your

disowned

shadow

twisting

turning

fabricated

untruthful

deflections

rejection

again

sensing that

this behaviour

means

that one

of us

must be

insane

pain

held within

every muscle

aches

souvenirs

misdirected

aggression

regression

at the

mention of

your name

esteem

knocked down

by supressed

rage

where can

I hide

this pride?

so you do

not steal it

again

tiptoed

wanderings

around your

self-righteous

indignation

bloody

footprints

reminders

memories

distorted

try

running away

no-where

to hide

ingested

idiosyncratic

characteristics

engraved

upon the

tombstone

of my

bruised

ego

soulless

bellowing

voices

bashing my

brain

carrying the

condemnation

denunciation

accusation

must be

me

who is

insane!

 

MM c 2015

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