Lustful blindness
he chose not to see her
held a construction
a concept of whom
he wanted her to be
they reached the
pointlessness of no return
different space
led to a dissimilar choices
he just left
she walked away
look deeply inside
amidst her aching heart
there you will find
the real she
so vulnerable
mostly fragmented
this is how she chooses
to be
tender, sensitive
emotionally alive
but do not think
that she cannot cope
she is stronger than most
as she has died a million times
love affairs are pointless distractions
romantic fantasies
disappointing disillusions
unfulfilled unrealistic
expectations
it is now too late
she no longer searched
for his tender embrace
screaming out loudly
breaking down these walls
causing an affray
another melodramatic disgrace
why did he insist on punishing
her for her inability
to be just another pretty
meaningless face
her thoughts they count too
her feelings are equally as
important as his anarchistic
avoidance of her truth
stripping away the remainders
of her dignity and grace
she needed him to
lay down next to her
hold onto her brokenness
cover her with tenderness
she wanted to feel
his hand trace the scars
all over the face
her body was bruised
she felt so dissuaded
accepting that is was
just not his place
nor his role to heal her
thus reinventing her ‘self’
she sat in silence
deep meditation
onto another plane
profound contemplation
the loss of his relationship
granted her braver moments
to outweigh the hurtfulness
no real evidence
actions scream louder
words are completely meaningless
unless support by
compassionate intention
not to mention
unconditional love
her search for prove
the love she needed to
help her heal from the
painfulness of loneliness
the emptiness of life
the meaninglessness
of insignificance
radical truthfulness
overwhelming waves
of emotions
attachment leads to suffering
avoidance leads to addiction
acceptance thereby lays
the answer she sought
accepting each feeling
as a natural process
allowing the ebb and flow
acknowledging the letting go
a new meaningfulness arose
in its complete simplicity
understanding was born
letting go of the past
a past she felt ready to mourn.
MedusaMoon c2015
Thank you for capturing the emotions with your words so beautifully.
Thank you kindly for you beautiful feedback, humbled ❤