I watched
as my ego
danced with its
own self-importance
I stood by
thus allowing
the revenge
of my
victimization
to cause more
harm
I noticed
how my fear
turned love
into hate
I saw my vanity
staring
stark raving madly
back at me
stripping away
the essence of
my worth
as if it was
disused
war paint
I felt my
internalised rage
rip down
monstrous mountains
separating
you from me
my sadness
rained down
empty windows
streaming light
formulating rainbows
shining bright
I noticed
my compassion
embracing my
inner demons
gently removing
the painfulness
I held the
unconditional love
of the universe
as it wrapped
around my loneliness
as petals of the
Lotus Flower
enclosing my
shamefulness
washing it away
I found my
humanity
kindness
understanding
forgiveness
acceptance
planted under
the tree of life
I watch
the change in me
effect
the change
I see.
MedusaMoon c2016