RING OF FATE!

Wandering around

the ring of my life

commencing weak

demanding to be strong,

Rebuilt

every fragment

my shattered soul

realisation

I was completely wrong.

Misfortune

obstructing

reach out

I barely touch it,

Bright

shining light

blinded me

losing control

bit by bit by bit.

Stumble around

the darkness

a trick

played by my sightless fate,

Hope

determination

burnt to ashes

love had died

or turned to hate.

Abandonment

loneliness

left to dissolve

No courage or

self-esteem,

only pain

pain gnawed at

heartless soul

into the fires of hell

never escape

floating down stream.

Drifting

drowning

another blow

forced me to halt

will I ever break

away from the blame,

surely

this was all not my fault

ending

straight back

at the shame.

Full circle

from start to end,

how will I ever

heal this heart

will my brokenness

ever mend.

I think

I need to start again

How many rounds

Before

I am meant to be,

Maybe

I tried too hard,

Either way

I long to be free!

 

MedusaMoon 2014